Hey, remember when the New York Times was all ‘his politics remain inscrutable’ after he bought Twitter? I think it might be a bit clearer now. Even the laziest journalist can figure out where he stands, especially after whatever the Kristalnacht fuck Captain Ketamine was spewing last night.
nobody warns you this but addiction happens without you noticing and one of the first things that it attacks is your ability to care. if you find yourself using recreational drugs every day, stop and take one day a week sober. if you struggle with this or if you don’t see the point of the exercise, you are likely already addicted and you need help.
nobody ever taught me the warning signs for drug addiction, only that “it costs lots of money and destroys your life!!!1” which is not helpful if you can’t recognize a developing addiction in yourself.
so here’s some things to watch out for with recreational drug use:
planning your day around drugs e.g “i’ll give myself an extra half hour before heading out so i can get high first”
rapidly switching emotions around drugs. you love them but you hate that you love them so much. you hate the way you feel on them but you hate being sober. feeling guilty after using even when you didn’t give a crap beforehand.
caring less about spending money. if you are budgeting for drugs like they are food, you are likely prioritizing them more than is healthy.
getting high to do household chores and other unpleasant things because it would suck less and be more bearable on drugs
feeling anxious or restless while sober, not knowing what to do with oneself, feeling lost or ungrounded.
thinking about doing drugs constantly even while sober. maybe it’s the first thing you think of when you wake up. maybe when you’re bored or otherwise have free time, drugs are one of the first things you can think of to occupy yourself with.
going to work or school while under the influence, especially if it happens regularly and if you’re seeing your performance suffer as a result.
the idea of taking a ‘tolerance break’ sounds good to you until it’s actually break time, at which point you can come up with 20 very reasonable sounding points to explain why it wouldn’t benefit you actually and you should just keep doing drugs regardless.
even if you succeed at quitting the drug, you keep your dealer’s number on your phone “just in case”
you pretend to be sober when you aren’t. you worry about other people noticing how much time you spend high. you make efforts to hide your drug use or minimize how much other people think you’re using. you’re scared of other people’s judgement if they were to find out.
you have mood swings laced with self-hatred, regret, financial worries, and guilt. these mood swings are then very quickly wiped away by feelings of “but it doesn’t matter, i can do what i want, and clearly i’m doing just fine while using drugs frequently”. news flash, if you are rapidly switching between feeling numb-ok and hating yourself more than anything because of your drug use, you are mentally ill.
yes this applies to weed. weed is a drug and you can get addicted to it like any other substance. addiction is not the same as physical dependence; it is psychological and it can happen to anyone. you are not immune to addiction.
i think we should rid ourselves of the idea once and for all that anything greenlighted by big companies like disney and netflix can ever be truly “progressive” or even “radical.” social justice is fundamentally incompatible with their modus operandi and bottom line, which is profit
“omg you’re an arab CHRISTIAN??!?” girl where do you think jesus and his bois were from?? fuckin new jersey?
“wait, there are Jewish Arabs?!?!?!?!” dude jesus was literally born a Palestinian Jewish man to Palestinian Jewish parents.
Southwest Asia and North Africa (SWANA) is one of, if not the, most religiously diverse regions in the world; with governments and communities made up of every major faith as well as Indigenous ones like the Amazigh. In Western media, the region tends to be homogenised as Islamic to fuel Islamophobia and racism that justifies Western imperialism in the region. I am begging people to be more aware of propaganda that homogenises, dehumanises, and oversimplifies SWANA people.
Let me just bring you back to reality for a second:
EVERYTHING THAT EXISTS IS THE CULMINATION OF EVERY ELEMENT IN THE UNIVERSE WORKING TOGETHER PERFECTLY: AND YOU THINK YOU CAN’T FIND LOVE?? WE LITERALLY HAVE DREAMS— LITTLE TINY MOVIES IN OUR HEADS AT NIGHT. AND YOU THINK THAT YOULL NEVER FIND PEACE?? THE PLACEBO EFFECT IS A THING AND THERE IS SO MUCH BEYOND HUMAN CONCEPTION. MORE BIZZARE THINGS HAVE HAPPENED YALL. I PROMISE ITS OUT THERE.
You aren’t dead, but you’re leaving our friend group.
You aren’t dead but you’ve moved to a different state and now we text twice a year.
You aren’t dead but you blocked me.
You aren’t dead but we stopped talking, not on purpose but so long ago that I wouldn’t even know what to say to you now.
You aren’t dead but you’re a stranger to me now.
You aren’t dead but we lost touch and now I don’t even remember your username.
You aren’t dead but I ended things with you and now we never speak.
You aren’t dead but I still have to grieve you. Whether I’d change it if I could or not, you’re still a presence that I’m used to and now you won’t be there anymore.
